unseen regine

 I'll try to keep this short. I know I haven't blogged in awhile, and figured I might as well do so now, just for the sake of it. I've had this urge to write, but what, I don't know. I haven't written for myself in a long time, and I feel like, I dunno, it's not the same anymore, like I've lost something. It's in me somewhere, but I have to find it again.

Things are always in a constant state of change. Things crumble and fall apart while others start to come together - it's a balance. It all happens for a reason, as cliched as it sounds.


I hope I'm moving away from the things I want to leave behind and moving onward to places that continue to build my identity. Oh the challenges of transition.

...in all senses of the phrase, many things remain the same since my last entry three months ago (wow, "Sober" just came to mind right then, but I digress).

I need to stop blogging so late.

is officially over. Happy 140th B-day! People are still setting off firecrackers and fireworks and stuff.

Hey, how do you make another watermelon? Pakwan! What did one Filipino statue say to the other Filipino statue? "Hoy (hey you), is-tat-choo?". What sound did the canine's head make when it accidentally walked into the wall? "Dog". Just me laughing? Okay, fine. I think it's funny. And my cousin went fishing at the lake. He likes the "master bait" as he calls it. He's thirty-one. He also didn't catch any fish. He master-baited and they didn't come. Sad.

I should be a comedian and take this show on the road.

I'm hot, sleepy, and itchy, and that's how I feel right now. Itchy itchy. Damn twenty-something mosquito bites. I think the heat exacerbates the problem. Great. Stupid buggers "bite" through thick denim! Ugh. Itchy itchy.

Life has been crazy this past month, especially in these last couple of weeks. This is gonna be a long post, but whatever. I don't know who is gonna read it anyways, but once again, whatever.

 

WARNING: The following entry is a rant. Excuse any foul language.

Empathy - minimal
Organization - nada
Responsibility - huh?
Competence - big fat goose egg

I have no idea what the heck I'm going to use this space for. I used to have an LJ before, I sure did. Got it back in the tenth grade, I think... Anyways, I logged on a handful of times and then forgot about it. After a few years of neglect, I logged into that account, which I amazingly remembered my username and password for, and deleted the thing. I figure now I'll start again and actually make something of this...maybe. This layout should do for now. It's the best thing my tired self can find at this time.

I have countless of other accounts in other sites: xanga - which except for two or three entries is unused, edmontononline - I'm html inept so my little page was boring and not updated, myspace - kinda bare and not updated in awhile...I'm not on there as much as I used to be, facebook - just to network with friends and keep in touch with them, aka "stalk" them, with the whole newsfeed thing they've got going on, friendster - to network with relatives and family friends, and last but not least, the only thing I pretty much update, my msnspace.

I guess we'll see where the world of LJ will take me. I suppose I could always use this place to rant about the things I don't want some of my friends to see, hmm... There has to a useful thing for this place right?

Now, onto completely random topics, I like my icon, it amuses me so. "We roll mad deep yo'" teehee. And baking bite-sized lemon cheesecake things tomorrow or later today should be fun. And I seriously need to pack without overpacking or procrastinating.